It’s been a bit since my last BLOG.

So what’s going on with me? I have no idea. I love being in school, I love what I am doing. But I feel like my life is at a complete standstill right now. I have no money, I don’t seem to be doing anything financially productive, or really in any way productive.

I am still training for triathlons, 4 days a week right now, but I’ve been ordered off running for 5 days by the doc for my ankle.

The strange thing is it seems like I have almost no free time, but even though I am never home and I never go out, I don’t seem to be getting much done. I really think I need to go see a doctor about getting some medication to help me concentrate and focus. I WANT to work, I have soooo many things I want to get done, but I literally just can’t make myself do anything. I can’t even make myself goof off for any amount of time, I am becoming this completely passive person, and I don’t like it one bit.

I think spring break will be spent working for some $ and getting side projects done here in Raleigh. I had wanted to go to the beach or to Vegas, but I really don’t have the funds, nor can I really afford to just take off for a week right now. Plus I owe it to myself to really bunker down and get things done.

What else can I do to make myself work? I have tried making lists, keeping a calendar, and it all works for a few days, maybe a week, but I fall out of the habit in very short pace.

Ugh, hopefully the next update will be more inspiring!

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